Friday, July 28, 2006

So Much


Dear Son,

Your grandmother says you've got that "I didn't do it" look on your face - not unlike the one I used to give her . . . almost like I've caught you doing something you shouldn't be doing - of course, you're too young to realize any of that - and it's probably just the startle of the camera flash thats got you - either way - it's perfection.

I am full of love for you today . . . so very full. And truthfully, it is every day - but somehow - it's more each morning I open my eyes. You've taken my world by storm and now every day is Christmas - I cant wait just to open my eyes to see you. I do wonder at times if my heart may at any moment burst, from the pressure of loving someone more than ever believed possible. Such wisdom in your eyes, calm in your smile, reasurrance in the way your wrap your fingers round mine . . . . you color my world. YOU make it alright.

I love you so - and vow to love even more tomorrow. God was good to me when he sent you - I will spend my days thanking Him for this gift.

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