Changes Ahead

Dear Son,

I can't believe tomorrow is the first day of August . . . this means new things for us ahead. I will be going back to school to finish the degree that is going to secure your future - meaning our first real time apart. Of course, it will only be a few days a week, and you'll be safe in the care of your grandpa while I'm away - but still . . . it pains my heart a little. I'm so used to being by your side every moment of every day, and having these first few months of your life with my only responsibility to be with you - has been the greatest joy of my life. No deadlines, no bosses, no professors . . . . nothing to do on any given day but sit with you in my arms, lay with you, play with you, let you get to know me - each memory safely secured in my memory.

Life is not always perfect Son, but we are both so blessed to have a family that supports us . . . supports me in wanting to have this time with you - and reaching out to help while I finish up with school - we are absolutely blessed beyond measure. I consider it my duty to make sure you always know that . . . that you are blessed, that you are loved beyond your own comprehension, and that I will go to whatever lengths necessary to make sure your needs are met. You will learn from me Son, about those less fortunate than us - and learn to be thankful for all you have, even if there comes a time when it isn't all you want. But your needs darling - your needs you'll never have to worry about.

And so continues the carving out of our lives dear child. I promise it will be rich with color, vibrant with wisdom, alive with emotion and solidified with love.

Love,

Mom